The Weakend

I was into it before was doing the whole church thing I even performed a rap me and my friends wrote for the church but I can say I lost faith in it I don’t see the point of praying for something thts not going to happen its just false hope if you want shit to happen you do it yourself or it just happens to ppl you know im a deep thinker I mean I think alot sometimes I’ll over think but I’m always thinking of something One topic I’m always thinking of is the meaning of life and the after life

Like I’m not caring about my life anymore I’m not caring for people and there feelings I’ll say whatever that is on my mind today I told my bf tht she makes me sick and I wanna puke when I think of her and I meant it I’m pretty sure she’s mad at me I put a song in her wall by eminem called puke and I told her its how she makes me feel lmao and I told her I was sorry but I didn’t mean it I laughed about it … I guess this happens when youve got hurt so much

vaginsanity:

Sexual frustration is going to be the end of me.